FIRST PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH, ATLANTA, GEORGIA

Sermon by Rev. Charles D. Black, Associate Pastor, Community Ministries

 

THE COURAGE TO CRY OUT

 

July 2, 2006

 

Scripture:  II Samuel 1:1, 17-27, Psalm 130,

II Corinthians 8:7-15, Mark 5:21-43

 

 

We usually see those who have the courage to cry out as dissidents or discontent that raised a strident plead for their cause.   Some of us remember the picture of June 1989 of the tank man during the student uprising near Tiananmen Square blocking a column of tanks headed east on Beijing’s Chang an Boulevard translated Avenue of Eternal Peace.  Yet, the courage to cry out which I want to share is much different than the crying out of the dissident voice, but one whose cry is rooted in the desire to know God and to seek God’s will for one’s life.  It has to do with spiritual discernment.

 

A few years ago, our Session with the help of Florida Ellis and others, covenant to use this approach in our Session meeting.  You know in our Session meeting, sometimes you have those hot button issues and folks would get on those hot button issues and we would be there for hours.  The meetings aren’t any shorter, they’re still long meetings, but I think the atmosphere is much more conducive meeting to hearing all of the voices. I think it’s because of the leadership of George.  We will not vote on anything if we don’t have a majority.  If it’s not a majority or it’s a closed voted, something tells us that we’re not ready to vote on this yet, and that maybe we need to discern the spirit of God; maybe we need to take more time to hear and to listen to one another.  And in the course time, other voices can be heard and the meeting is a much more hospitable meeting; I am glad to report.

 

Then on Tuesday mornings here at First Presbyterian Church, every Tuesday morning I’m blessed to lead the staff in discerning where they have seen or experienced God.  We sit for an hour together and together we talk about where we have discerned the spirit of the living God.  What would happen if our nation would use such a model?  In discerning the will and the spirit of God, I believe that we would be a more hospitable nation, for we would allow for voices that are different than our voices to be heard and to be accepted and appreciated. 

 

In our scripture lesson this morning, there are many examples that provide us with hope and guidance.  We used this little book in our Session meeting, “A Guide To Spiritual Discernment” compiled by Rueben Job.   According to the review: Rueben Job helps us discern the voice of God.  Writing in a spirit similar to the popular, A Guide To Prayer for All God’s People and A Guide to Prayer for Ministers and Others Serving. Job includes a basic pattern of spiritual readings and worship.  His selections include prayers and readings representing many different people of faith.

 

To hear the dissident voice, the other voices, is very important.  We see David in Second Samuel.  David is grieved over the death of Saul and Jonathan.  We could say that David had every right to be pleased on hearing about the death of Samuel.  He was David’s nemesis.  Instead of we see a grieving David who grieves for Saul and his friend Jonathan.  Grief can help us discern God’s will and direction for our lives.  David grieves the death of his defeated comrades in arms, and perhaps he realizes once and for all that leaders are merely mortal and not perfect and that’s why he could honor Saul and his numerous efforts to protect this struggling nation.

 

On that day when he prayed this prayer of lament, his bitterness turned from resentment to mourning.  Grief can help us.  If we listen in our grief, to the voice of God, we can hear new voices; voices that will lead us in the right direction in useful directions that will lead to helping people see the glory and experience the present of the living God.  Do you believe that this morning, that if we are willing to listen to the different voices and the different opinions, we are able to hear in a different kind of way?  This whole summer has been dedicated to having a forum every Sunday morning at nine o’clock, A Call to Understanding.  It is a place where you receive information and begin to discern God’s voice; His call to us ought to help us discern our relationship with each other; how we ought to respect and appreciate each other because all of us have different perspectives on the issues of life.  We could start the Fourth of July Celebration a bit early right here if we just start naming and advocating for those hot button issues, but that’s not the point this morning.  The point this morning is to help us and to lead us in a process that will help us to begin to sit around our dinner tables at night and not only talk about the baseball game and the football game and the any kind of game, but begin to talk about where have you seen the presence of the

Living God and where has it been difficult to discern God’ s presence? 

 

Supposing parents would ask their children that question and supposing children would ask parents that question, I think that we would have a different kind of family.  Do you not believe it?  If we would begin to talk about where we have seen the presence, the kindness and the generosity of God, I think our world would be different and I’m willing to try it, I’m willing to try it because I know it works.  I know it works.  I’ve seen it work.  I’ve seen

it work. 

 

In the Epistle lesson for this morning, II Corinthians, Paul learned the secret of  the generosity of the Church of Macedonia In chapter 8 at verse 5 Paul puts it this way:  “First they gave themselves to the Lord and to us by the will of God.”  I think discernment comes from giving ourselves totally and completely to God.  Surrendering to God, you will discover as we read the New Testament, that those who came to Jesus gave themselves first to God; they found as they met the Savior, they found healing there not only for themselves, but for their neighbors, friends and for their community.  When David began to lament and asked all of the people in Israel to lament, they found a new way to live life because they were hoping for a glorious kingdom; Saul was God’s anointed even though he had flaws like all of us have flaws; he was still God’s anointed.  David was grief stricken when he heard the news of the death and defeat of Saul and his beloved friend, Jonathan.

 

What about you this morning?  As we hear the reports coming out of Iraq and Afghanistan of the deaths toll.  What about you?  Today as we prepare ourselves for celebration, some people will not be celebrating this Fourth of July because they will be grieving the loss of their sons or daughters or some member of their family.  How many people do you know who have lost their lives in Iraq?  I don’t know anybody but I do know that mothers stay awake at night desiring and hoping that their sons and daughters and their husbands and their brothers and sisters will come home.  Some people will be dealing with grief, heavy grief.  It is my prayer and hope that they will be able to hear the discerning voice and spirit of God, as they will find new life and new meaning.  When we seek discernment, we see in all things new possibilities, we dream the impossible dream and we climb the tallest mountains.  That’s what happens.

 

So Paul says: they first gave themselves to the Lord and to us by the will of God.  I would hope that when we bring children to be baptized or others that you will find again your marching orders to be guided and led by the spirit of God.  I think baptism is that place where we come and we surrender ourselves to the Lord, when we give ourselves first to the Lord.  What a wonderful thing to do.  I can remember my own baptism in Calvary Baptist Church some time ago when I was dunked in the water.  I didn’t know the full significance of it then, but I do believe at 66 years of age I’ve become to realize what it’s meant.  It gave me a new lease on life.  It helped me to see life differently and I’m so glad and blessed by it.  And so, they gave themselves over to the Lord first.  If you want to be generous,

(Come on somebody).  If you want to be generous, if you want to give beyond your deepest imagination, give yourself over to God and you will find more ways than one to give yourself away.  It’s only in the giving of ourselves away that we find life and we find hope and we find encouragement for the journey, faith for the journey.  You see I’m hoping that we hear that discerning voice. 

 

There will be many speeches this week lauding our nation’s diversity.  Even describing our beloved nation as a land of immigrants.  Yet, we will return to a policy that locks out many.  Our history is replete with men and women who came to America, the USA, from other countries whose contributions helped to make and shape this great nation.  I was at the Farmer’s Market the other day in Dekalb County and I saw all of these internationals and they were busy about the work in the market.   No one was disturbed.  There was peace there.  There was harmony there and we were working together.  So, we need to find space and place for others.  I think that’s what happens in our New Testament story. 

 

Luke has a way of integrating stories.  We get two for one when we read Mark.  I’m sorry.  When we read Mark we get two for one and so we first see this woman, this nameless woman who has heard the reports about a savior (Come on somebody), who has heard the reports about a savior and she had spent all of her money, according to scripture, and she had given all that she had and still she was unclean.  And one day she heard the report and she found a way to where Jesus was and she said in her heart and in her inner spirit “If I can just touch the hem of his garment, I shall be made whole.”  What about you today?  Are you in that crowd?  Are you searching?  Are you seeking to be made whole?  Are you willing to risk reaching out and touching someone who is different than yourself?  And so she did and all the disciples begin to say, “When Jesus said somebody touch me.”  You know you can feel power (Come on somebody).  You can feel the power of the Lord.  You can actually feel it, it is something else it’s amazing.  When it gets a hold of you it won’t let you go.  You can feel the power of Jesus and so Jesus felt power going out of him and looked all around him and said “Somebody touch me.”  Somebody who was desperate this morning touched me and he couldn’t find them, and the disciples were vexed.  They were vexed.  They said, “All of this crowd here and you are asking a stupid question like that – who touched you.  How in the world are you going to be able to discern?” And the woman, the scripture says knowing what happened to her, knowing what happened to her came and told Jesus the whole story.  And so, can’t you see this synagogue ruler standing there, this unclean woman had touched Jesus?  His daughter is at the throws of death and then the crowd comes from his house and says, “Why do you trouble the teacher?  Why do you bother the teacher?  Your daughter is already dead.”  And Jesus says to his weary father and parent, “Believe, believe.”  And then he moves with haste to the house where the professional mourners had taken spot and begin to mourn the child and Jesus says to the crowd that’s gathered that day.  “ This child is not dead.  She’s only asleep,” and he pushes others out and he brings in the immediate family and those who were with him and they go into the room, they go into the room, and he touched the little girl and the little girl lives, and he tells them to give her something to eat. 

 

What I think Mark wants us to see this story as a whole.  We often see it in segments or fragments.  We see the woman or we see the ruler.  I often see us.  We either see rich folk or we see poor folks, but if you come any day of the week to your church, you will find that there are rich folk and poor folk together.  Scripture says here that the rich ruler who had made a good Presbyterian because he was one who loved decency and order.  He kept order in the synagogue.  He didn’t participate in the service but he kept order.  We know about that don’t we.  Don’t get rowdy in this place  (Come on somebody) – going to get rowdy, but seeing, even seeing only named people or nameless people, important people or invisible people, young people or old people, haves and have-nots.  Mark makes it clear as crystal God’s love is for the nameless and the named of the world.  It’s for this generation and generations to come.  It’s for the haves and the have-nots.  It’s for the young.  It’s for the old.  It’s for the clean and the not so clean. 

 

I’m grieved for my church and my nation because I love them.  When my church or my nation fails to live out the meaning of its creed, I’m grieved deeply.  I think that we can view the gospel lesson that Jesus gives us, that Jesus’ love and presence provides healing and making space and place for others.  And you know what?  That’s probably my storyline.  That’s probably the line I live my life by. 

 

Forty-Six years ago, a preacher by the name of Rev. Black came to Westminster College in Fulton, Missouri and went into the President’s Office, Dr. Davison, and said, “You know Charlie Black works here as a janitor.  He doesn’t need to be working here as a janitor.  I know he needs money but he needs to be a student.”  Prestigious college – and here the President calls me into his office.  I thought my job was at stake but he had a deeper vision for me.  He said, “You can keep your job but I want you to start next semester to begin to study here at Westminster College,” and do you know in five years I had completed that degree.  But you know it took some time, it took some decision-making by the Board of Trustees and by the teachers, to accept me.  I don’t know if you know Westminster College?  It’s Missouri – Fulton, Missouri.  It used to be the only male college west of the Mississippi and it was a prestigious college.  It’s where people sent their brightest sons to and I had the opportunity to be a student there.

 

The discerning, the spirit of God tells me that Baptist preacher opened up those doors, and so I found a place and a space.  Nineteen years ago, I came to this church.  It wasn’t an easy decision for this body, for this church.  I was coming from the Mission Board and thanks to Charlie Cunningham and Norris Hogans and others and A. B. Padgett who worked with me and brought me as a candidate for the Associate Pastor of Community Ministry, it was the hand of God.  It was a tough decision for me and it was a tough decision for you but I hope and pray that somewhere along the way God has introduced us to each other and that we have found a hospitality that nobody can describe or forge, nineteen years ago.  And so that’s why today I’m here at First Presbyterian Church and that’s why I keep on trying with Mary Joe and others to make space and place for the women in our shelter.

 

I want to read to you a card that we received from Cynthia K. Taylor. To:  All Church Staff, Volunteers and Roommates I wish to convey my deepest appreciation for your help, love and support that brought me to this point in life – graduation (she graduated from a trade school).  Gratitude is said to be a form that extends from one part to another and that’s about the best way I can describe how I feel now.   Thanks for everything, Cynthia Taylor.

 

Now as a young boy in a Baptist church, I had the privilege of singing in the youth choir.  And there was a gentleman in our church named Mr. Troy Bradford who would take a group of us to choir rehearsal. I was in the youth choir; he had a deep, deep voice and he liked this song.

 

Rev. Black singing. Tis the Old ship of Zion, Tis the Old Ship of Zion, get on board, get on board, it has landed many a thousand, it has landed many a thousand, it has landed many a thousand And there’s room for many more.

 

I think the challenge that faces you and I in this 21st century is that we are going to have to make more room in the boat because there are some people who are caught in dangerous waters and they’ve been waiting to get on board.  There are more women and children on the streets of Atlanta because of a lack of shelter and I’m hoping and praying that somehow and some way we will find a way to be hospitable to women and children who no longer have a home.  It has landed my dear mother; it is landed my dear mother and there’s room for many more. Do you know who the captain is?  Jesus is the captain of this ship and he welcomes us all.  He welcomes us all. 

 

And so, we need to make space and place for a whole bunch of people and that’s going to make us quite nervous, but if we will take the time to discern where God is leading us, who knows what might happen.  Who know what might happen.  But God will be glorified and our nation and our world will be a world at peace.  Can you imagine it? In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.